Here I am, at home again and feeling good. :) I came home about a month ago. It was actually terrible to leave home! Everything was fine until I had to leave my host-mum and the best L to the airport and go to the security check... I really wanted to cry, but I didn't. Luckily. But then, oh my... When I got inside the plane and we went to the runway and took off, I saw how Scotland was getting smaller and smaller. I concretily realised that I'm leaving my precious Scotland... I started crying. I just couldn't help it. It was awful. I was leaving part of my heart behind! I really need to go back! I love you my wee Scotland!
My last weekend in Cumbernauld was good. :) My birthday party was good fun, we ate chinese, danced and played games. :) I also got the best birthday cards ever! Why can't we not get as good card here as in Scotland?
It was so weird that I was packing all my stuff (read: my host-dad was packing :D) as I just had settled down. I got so many good friends that I am going to miss so much! I wonder will I ever see them again... I hope and pray that yes. I really wish that my friends could come here to see me and my life here in Finland! I've seen their life in Scotland and now I feel it's my time to proudly show mine! But let's see how it goes.
When I came home, I just felt so good. OH! I'm back home again! I can speak Finnish! I can read Finnish! Everything is so easy and familiar! My home smells like home!
But still. Part of my heart is in Scotland.
I wish I could have done more, but there was too little time.
I don't know will I ever thank my friends in Scotland enough for all of the things that they did and made for me!
I'm so thankful for the experience that I got, it was my highlight of the year 2012!
Thank you!
-anna xxx
PS. my sister loves my accent! <3
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